Attitude is a little thing that makes a big difference.
WINSTON CHURCHILL
Traditionally,
Slytherin House was the smallest – in numbers – among the four Hogwarts Houses.
If one looked at the statistics, the figures would say that in average, 50 out
of 120 First Years went to Hufflepuff, 35 made Ravenclaw, 20 were sorted to
Gryffindor and no more than fifteen children received the green Slytherin
emblem. Naturally, there would have been more sly than truly brave, or even
erudite, children, but only Slytherin made the extra request of a pureblooded
ancestry, meaning that, usually, at least all four grandparents were wizards
and witches.
Curiously,
the pedigrees of almost every Slytherin went back much further. Those families
that set store on a pure bloodline took care that their offspring continued to
stick to the tradition, so most students there hadn’t got any Muggle ancestors
since the eighteenth century, if that was enough. The Muggle ancestors of most
dated back to even earlier times. Among those older families, the Malfoys were
the most ancient, purest dynasty by far, followed by the Rosiers, the
Lestranges, the Mulcibers, Rookwoods, and last but not least, the Blacks, of
course.
The
latest offspring of the London branch of this family, which incidentally dated
as far back as to the Dark Ages, were the two sons of Orion Black and his wife
Walburga, and the three daughters of Orion’s older brother Cygnus and his wife
Amandine. All five children recommended themselves by their great looks and apt
skills, but otherwise they could hardly have been more different from one
another, to a superficial observer.
The
eldest and most trying to her parents’ nerves was Bellatrix. She had been a
handsome child, which had led her parents to spoil her to no end, and had grown
up to be a true beauty. She had sleek black hair and fiery black eyes, a
determined chin and dramatic brows. More dramatic than her brow, however, was
her character. Benevolent observers would say she was fierce. The rest of the
world would call her foul-tempered. She was restless, easily annoyed and highly
irritable, completely lacked patience and self-control, and combined those
shortcomings with an unsettling amount of talent for curses and nasty jinxes.
Her poor
mother had stopped counting the owls sent home on her account, reporting
incessant trespassing of every rule that had ever been laid down. Mr Black, who
was a man of steady principles, had punished his child in every way he could
think of, but the only result he had obtained was an ever-growing alienation
between her and her parents. After her graduation from Hogwarts, she had
assigned for Artemis College, taken a flat of her own, gotten married – all in
six months – and only returned to her father’s house on special occasions.
Not only
had Bellatrix moved out at the earliest occasion, she had also married the
first man of pure ancestry who’d worship her. This wasn’t just a phrase; he did
worship her and the ground she tread upon, reading every wish from her eyes,
never disagreeing with her, never restricting her in any way, in short: a man
nine years her elder who enabled her to follow each of her whims and caprices
however and whenever she wanted.
Still,
Rodolphus was too nice, in a manner of speaking, and sadly, not the sharpest
tool in the shed. But Bellatrix was bright, extremely bright, and she admired
talent when she found it in others. In combination with her long-standing
interest in the Dark Arts, she quickly found the right place for sheer and heartfelt
happiness – she and her husband joined the ranks of a certain warlock, who had
returned to England after many years of travelling. This wizard styled himself
‘Lord Voldemort’, but his disciples did not pronounce his name, reverently
calling him ‘Master’ or ‘My Lord’ instead. He had founded an Order in which the
Dark Arts were practised, and from Bellatrix’ point of view this meant: there
were clear rules to follow, and retribution when they were violated, there were
demanding tasks, and praise when she succeeded. She had found at last what she
had been looking for.
The next
sister, less dark and far more moderate, was Andromeda. She was a sweet girl in
fact, not quite as accomplished as her sisters (which didn’t say much),
but making up by much more pleasant manners. She had not once given their
parents a sleepless night, her marks were very good and so was her appearance,
with her shiny auburn hair and light brown eyes, even features and slender
figure. Later on, she would trouble her parents beyond words, but at that time,
there was no indication whatsoever that she could ever fail in delighting her
family.
The
youngest girl was Narcissa. She was fair, the essence of a fair girl really,
and although it seemed almost impossible, the most beautiful of them all. She
was her parents’ pride and joy, finally reconciling them to all the trouble
they had had with Bellatrix. She could boast many talents of magical and other
nature; she had a special gift for languages and music, for drawing and most of
all, she was a great reader. At first, her proud parents were nothing but
delighted by her quiet ways, but Narcissa was so quiet and reserved that
their anxiety for her sake had grown with each year. It could not be healthy,
it could not.
As a
first measure, they had dragged her to every good family with daughters roughly
the same age. They couldn’t have done worse. The poor girl abhorred everything
about that scheme: playing for the hosts, piano, flute, violin or harp, or if
nothing else was available she was coerced to sing, delighting everyone older
than thirty, disgusting anyone younger than that. After this, she was sent
upstairs to accompany supremely belligerent children, sometimes boys who would
pull her hair, but mostly girls who would scowl at her and mock her and make up
rude insults.
Other
remedies tried had included horseback riding – her dislike for horses had grown
by the hour; sailing – which she had actually enjoyed, but after a minor
incident her father would not permit her closer to open water than fifty feet;
and enrolling her in a choir – which had been so awful an afternoon that she
had been sick on the next four dates, until her mother had showed some
consideration and cancelled again.
But the
very worst of all had yet been to come. Her eleventh birthday, and with it her
Hogwarts letter. How she had begged her parents to let her stay at home! She
had literally been on her knees, imploring them to go on like before, with some
capable tutors… But she had shed all her tears in vain; as much as Mr Black
doted upon his darling daughter, on this point he remained inexorable. Hogwarts
it was, a dormitory with four other girls it was, classes with twenty to forty
other students it was. Narcissa lacked an adequately profane vocabulary to
describe the ghastliness of it all.
In
Hogwarts, she also met with her cousin Sirius, three years her junior. He, too,
was exceptionally good-looking, and as smart as his older cousins promised.
Unfortunately, he had got a share of Bellatrix’ unstable temper and recklessness.
He also had a ridiculously high opinion of himself, though this was perhaps a
general family defect, and was too proud for his own good. Narcissa and Sirius
couldn’t stand the sight of each other; she avoided him if she could, he
wouldn’t stop taunting her whenever he got the opportunity. With Andromeda, he
got along much better. She had a more sociable disposition, and her easy-going
attitude impressed him enough to bridle himself.
Sirius
was in many ways a blend of his cousins’ tempers. Bellatrix’ fire, Andromeda’s
easy-going attitude as far as his friends were concerned, Narcissa’s cold
contempt for those he detested. Although he was only a First Year now, he was
vastly popular among the members of his own house – the first Black in four
centuries who hadn’t been made a Slytherin, and to make it all worse for his
mother, he had instead gone to Gryffindor… Walburga Black could have
handled a Ravenclaw son, but Gryffindor she regarded as a bad omen. Her
first born was obstinate enough as it was, and his new House couldn’t
but make it worse, she feared. This fact had toned down her former criticism of
her sister-in-law's ‘lax’ education considerably. Cavilling at Bellatrix when
her own flesh and blood was going so much further astray – nah, not even Walburga
was that much of a hypocrite.
The
youngest of the lot was Sirius’ brother Regulus. When the former rejected his
cousin Narcissa, one could well state that he downright detested his little
brother who was their parents’ favourite, being so much more gentle and
obedient. Where Sirius was rebellious, Regulus was submissive, where Sirius
would stamp his foot, Regulus would duck and cower. The softer Regulus was, the
more Sirius despised him, and the more cruelly Sirius treated him, the more
Regulus tried to please him. It was a vicious circle, and Orion and Walburga
only made it worse by favouring Regulus so blatantly.
Sirius
was ashamed of his own relations. Those cocky cows – always excepting
Andromeda, who was pretty cool – and his brother sucking up to them still. All
that ridiculous pureblood rubbish, the noble family, the sacred
values, the wonderful Slytherin House! Idiots, all of them! On the other
side, Narcissa wasn’t exactly ashamed of her cousin – she’d rather be
embarrassed by Regulus’ frequent bouts of dim wit (he was so desperate to
please, he often enough made a fool of himself!) – but she strongly disapproved
of Sirius’ complete lack of manners, the disparaging fashion in which he’d talk
to his own parents even, let alone everyone else. She could only despise the
way he’d jinx everyone whose nose he didn’t like, and that he particularly
enjoyed humiliating little Severus was unpardonable in her eyes. That little
hypocrite! On the one hand, he’d nag and complain that his parents set great
store by the purity of people’s pedigree, on the other hand he tormented a kid
as unfortunate as Severus!
This one
was the most grateful object for attention one could possibly imagine. Poor
kid. Literally. His parents had no money at all; apparently his father wasn’t
only a Muggle, but also a complete waste of time and space, a drunkard,
unreliable, choleric and good-for-nothing. Narcissa would have pitied Severus’
mother, but then again – why had she married this bloke? She had no one to
blame for that but herself. The boy had been sent to school in hand-me-down
robes, his shirts so grey that no magic could bleach them white again –
Narcissa had given it quite a few tries, and she was usually very gifted with
spells. His textbooks were so old and worn-down that they positively fell
apart, mended by masses of spell-o-tape, just to rip on the next use.
She had
written to her mother to send her some of her own old school books, which were
much better-kept, but that had only worsened the boy’s embarrassment, and Narcissa
decided she wouldn’t humble him again. Why had the Sorting Hat placed him in
Slytherin, eh? To humiliate him in every possible way? Not only did he have
that infamous Muggle parent, which would have been bad enough in the midst of
all the pure-bloods here who looked down on him. Poverty was second only to a
lack of pedigree in the eyes of most Slytherin students – even those families
that had no money at all would go and pretend, rather taking up mortgages than
sending their kids to school in second-hand robes. Clearly, Severus’ mum hadn’t
thought of that, or her vile husband didn’t allow her to equip their son
properly.
His
situation had slightly bettered since Lucius Malfoy had made it clear that
nobody was to touch the kid. He couldn’t force the boy’s dorm-mates to truly
respect him though, and Severus was too proud to be a telltale, so Lucius never
got to hear of the majority of snide insults and jibes that the child had to
endure from his peers. Lucius had indeed increased his efforts to befriend the
boy, and was more than pleased both with himself and his protégé. As it turned
out, the boy was truly as apt with curses and hexes as any senior student, more
than most in fact. He was intelligent, and endlessly grateful for the great Mr
Malfoy’s attention. To be sure, he flattered Lucius’ vanity well enough, and he
had already found a possibility to assure the kid’s genuine affection. The
Quidditch team was wildly admired, and it was a long-standing tradition that
each member of the House Team had a kind of personal assistant for all sorts of
jobs, like taking care of the brooms, fetching books from the library, mending
the Quidditch robes and so on.
The boy
entrusted with the honour to do so for Lucius was one Delbert Harper, and he
was doing his job just fine, additionally he came from a good family. There was
no actual reason to dispose of him, so Lucius played a nasty trick on him at
the cost of his own broom. What the heck, he had wanted to get the new Comet
250 anyway. Harper was chased out of his office, and Lucius gave the spare post
straight to his new protégé.
Severus
Snape was flabbergasted. He had spent his first months in Hogwarts like a
Pariah, and all of a sudden, he had two great patrons?! The great Lucius
Malfoy, unrivalled hero of Slytherin House, who had everything in abundance
that Severus himself was so totally without, and the incomparable Miss Black,
who was the most impressive witch in the entire school – in the entire
universe, as far as Severus was concerned! He didn’t know what he had done to
deserve such luck.
Admittedly,
he sometimes felt like a child of divorce, because his two great friends… Well.
To stay in the imagery – Miss Black must have been the one to file for the
divorce, and wanted nothing to do with Mr Malfoy. He, on the other hand, was
eager to hear every tiny detail about her, demanding absolute secrecy, and
showering Severus with good will in return. He was only twelve years old, but
he had some imagination, and it was rather easy to guess that Mr Malfoy had
quite a crush on Miss Black. Still, this was none of Severus’ business, and he
wouldn’t have gambled with his friends’ benevolence for the world. ‘Tua quod
nihil refert, ne cures,’* Miss
Black used to say, and right she was, as always. This wasn’t simply submission
on Severus’ part – Miss Black – erm, Narcissa was really always right.
She knew everything, she had read everything, and her judgement turned out to
be right every time, too. As far as the boy could see, her only error in
judgement referred to Lucius Malfoy, who was so much nicer than she’d give him
credit for.
Not only
was Severus allowed to take care of Lucius Malfoy’s things, next he was
introduced to their Head of House’s little club, to which only selected
students were admitted. Mr Malfoy just took him along, and indeed, he was quite
warmly welcomed by Professor Slughorn, although it was obvious that he would
never have been invited if it hadn’t been for the Professor’s favourite
student.
“Look
what the cat’s brought in. Snape!” The voice was familiar, Severus didn’t need
to turn around to know who had called out.
“Slowly,
slowly, Mr Black,” Professor Slughorn chuckled genially. “Mr Snape, let me
begin by welcoming you, and introduce you to your fellows.”
He
indicated at a number of students, mostly older Slytherins, like Narcissa
Black’s older sister, who was in the same year as Lucius Malfoy. There was yet
another sister, who had already graduated from school. Severus had never met
her, but he had heard a lot. She was a legend in Slytherin House; it was
said that she was as fierce as a dragon on the war path. However, he knew that his
Miss Black should be here as well, the Professor was very fond of her, but she
flatly refused to go. “I spend too much time with people I don’t like already,”
she used to say, “I have no desire to waste my free time on them as well.”
“Please
welcome Severus Snape. He’s a good lad, Mr Malfoy’s help and very deft in
potion-making. Listen well, Miss Evans, you two could found a study group
together!”
Lily
Evans dutifully nodded, gave Severus a smile and he nodded back. She was the
only person he had known when coming to school – the Evans’ lived not too far
away from Severus’ own parents. She was very nice, she was… Well… He had hoped
she’d be a Slytherin, too, a friend in this new environment, and even though he
had known that it was highly unlikely, he had believed it possible. Lily Evans
was a marvellous witch already in his eyes, and that was what Slytherin was all
about, wasn’t it? About greatness? About power? Or why else had he
landed here, a son of a Muggle among all these purebloods?
He
wondered if Mr Malfoy and Miss Black would approve of his Muggleborn Gryffindor
friend. Surely they wouldn’t. But one of the first principles young Severus had
grasped in his short life so far was this – one needn’t tell everything.
Omitting truth wasn’t the same as lying – he wouldn’t dare to lie to his
benevolent protectors. He was an appallingly bad liar anyhow. Instead, he
simply wouldn’t mention Lily. Senior students took scarce notice of First Years
anyhow, all the more when they came from other houses. And Severus didn’t feel
like – well – sharing – his friendship with Lily either.
“Sir, my
sister wishes me to offer excuses on her behalf,” Andromeda Black said now.
“She is preparing for a test.”
Slughorn
chuckled again. “Yes, yes, Miss Black is a very avid student. Take an example
from her, lads.”
Some of
them rolled their eyes, others forced themselves to smile, only Sirius Black
would sneer and hiss, “Come on, Andy. You needn’t lie for her. Dear Cissy’s
just too full of herself to come!”
Andromeda
sharply replied, “Leave her alone, Sirius!”
“Andy –”
“You’ve heard
me.”
She
received a well-meaning glance from Lucius Malfoy for her sister’s defence,
which she did not return. Yes, Severus thought to himself, Mr Malfoy did like
Miss Black very much. Who could blame him?
Narcissa
was very fond of the boy, too; he was a loner like herself, and by far the
cleverest wizard to walk around in this school. Strictly speaking, he was in no
need for help with his homework either, but she wanted to do something for him
and so they had started to do some extra work that was beyond his own level of
classes. When she heard that Lucius Malfoy had dragged the poor boy to old
Slughorn’s club and how Sirius had behaved, she instantly decided that she’d
for once accept the regular invitations and go, too. Severus needed a little
backup – Malfoy wouldn’t help him anyway. In all probability, he only took him
there to humiliate the poor child!
The kid
had taken the surprising news with much more dignity than her Head of House.
And how lucky that she couldn’t witness Lucius Malfoy’s caper of joy when
Severus mentioned it, or she might have lost the last scraps of respect she
harboured for him.
Severus’
impression of being a child of divorce would have deepened that evening, if it
hadn’t been for his enormous pride and the struggle not to let it show too
clearly. He was on his way to his Head of House’s club-evening for selected
students. Was he on his own? No! Was he accompanied by one of his great
friends? Nope! He was accompanied by both of them! Walking right between
them! Ha! He would enter that office together with the two coolest people in
the whole school; beat that, Black!
Lucius
was similarly pleased. He couldn’t remember when Narcissa Black had last
permitted him so close. That she didn’t give him a single smile was but a minor
drawback. All in due time. She looked magnificent though, as always. And
Severus was a bright kid who was also well-instructed. He’d know what to do.
Professor
Slughorn expressed his delight when the royal couple entered his study,
especially welcoming Miss Black and almost completely ignoring Severus, but
Narcissa would not have it. She smiled sweetly, and answering the question what
had made her change her mind and attend the meeting, she said with a honeyed
voice, “Because of Severus here. He positively enthused on the previous
gathering, and swore that I just had to come, sir.”
“Let me
tell you how glad I am that you’d interrupt your studies for the sake of our
little gathering, Miss Black.”
“Not at
all, Professor. You are welcome,” Narcissa said deliberately gracious.
Andromeda
stifled a giggle and stuffed her mouth with a pastry instead. She also silenced
her cousin who was about to open his mouth by urging him to take a piece as
well, and munching, she murmured, “Bite your tongue, cos. Or the pastry if
you’ve got to.”
He obeyed
in so far that he kept his voice low, “I get sick of that regal attitude! Who
does she think she is!”
“My
little sister, so shut up.”
“And the
other two jerks?”
“Malfoy
certainly is a jerk, but why don’t you just leave the nipper alone? I
don’t get it!”
“Malfoy’s
lapdog? Two of a kind!”
In the
meantime, Lucius, Narcissa and their charge had settled in some very
comfortable armchairs and been equipped with drinks – Severus had done as
Lucius had told him. Picking the most comfortable chair at first and then, when
his two friends had taken their seats at his sides, he’d suddenly ‘noticed’
that his own chair was much more comfortable than Miss Black’s and urged
her to trade places. Well done, kid!
Narcissa
would have thought that Malfoy had contrived this little manoeuvre, had she
believed Severus capable of partaking in such a scheme. Malfoy had this inner
drive – nay, obsession – to make a pass at every girl coming his
way. He had tried it with her, too, at the start of her Second Year, and as
soon as she had consented to go to Hogsmeade with him – yes, she had been so
incredibly naïve – he had pulled off the nice mask and shown his true face to
render her the national laughing stock in front of all of his insipid mates.
She didn’t put it past him though that he’d make another attempt to test how
silly she could be, and no, she wouldn’t grant him another victory for
his insatiable vanity.
Narcissa
had been to only four or five of these meetings in the four years she was in
Hogwarts, the last one more than a year ago, so she gazed around quite
curiously now. Who were the rising stars of the wizarding community? Because
Slughorn truly had an eye for this, she’d give him that. He recognised people
who would make it far, be it for their talent, or other qualities likely to
advance them.
Here were
the members of her own family, invited because they were Blacks and thus
prone to make it very far in life. The same was true for Lucius Malfoy
and Frank Longbottom from Gryffindor, old blood, old money.
Damocles Belby was the son of his father and a brilliant potioneer himself,
Everett Bobbin from Ravenclaw would inherit the country’s largest chain of
apothecaries. Next to them, there was Bertram Higgs, recommending himself both
by heritage and talent – the only thing he basically sucked at was Quidditch.
Over there, the pretty girls, both Seventh Years from Slytherin, respectively
Hufflepuff – Venus Yaxley, daughter of the well-known Law Wizard Maxwell Yaxley
and a talented potion-maker herself, and Tallulah Tatting, the startlingly
pretty granddaughter of Macaulay Tatting, the current manager of Twilfitt and
Tatting – oh, by the way, both had been going out with Malfoy for two or three
weeks last year, too, of course. Who hadn’t!
That were
the students she knew by sight and name – much more interesting were the
others. The most eye-catching was a girl in robes bearing the Gryffindor crest.
Judging from her height, she was a First Year, and she was uncommonly cute. Her
hair was a blend of mahogany and red, but more intriguing yet were her eyes –
almond-shaped, impossibly green eyes. For a minute, Narcissa wondered whether
the girl was here due to her blossoming beauty, or because of her talent. She
forgot that Severus no longer sat next to her right side, slightly bowed over
and whispered, “Who are the two girls, and the boy with the glasses?”
Lucius
was surprised and elated to hear her addressing him, and most ready to reply in
a low voice, “Gaspard Shingleton – Ravenclaw, talent for charms, Althea Penrose
– Hufflepuff, niece of old Phoebus, and Lily Evans from Gryffindor, rising
potions star.”
She gave
a start when realising who she was talking to, but what the heck. “Which one is
the redhead?”
“Evans.”
She
nodded and went back to observe the unknown kids. Slughorn was relating some
boring story, and she already regretted that she had come in the first place.
So far, Sirius had behaved, but she didn’t deceive herself whose merit this
was. Maybe she should simply talk to Andy and ask her to ask Sirius to leave
Severus alone in the future?
Her mind
trailed off – she constructed potions in her head when she had nothing better
to do, it was a good training for memory – when she was awoken again by a soft
nudge from Malfoy. She realised that Slughorn seemed to be talking to her, and
Malfoy muttered under his breath, “You – supervising – Potions Club –”
“Bugger,”
she whispered just as lowly, but smiled at their teacher.
“What do
you say, Miss Black?”
“I don’t
think I’m the right person for this sort of thing, sir.”
“Nonsense!
You’d be perfect! You’re an ace in potion-making, and our younger talents, like
Severus and Lily here, could benefit greatly from your guide and experience!”
“Sir, I’m
not made for guidance, I assure you.”
“She’s
also very busy with her studies, Professor. Magnificence is hard to achieve,”
Malfoy butted in. She was almost grateful, especially when seeing Slughorn’s
now pensive face.
“Yes… I
see, yes… Well, perhaps you will allow that occasionally, some younger student
can ask you and Mr Belby here for help with their homework …?”
“Certainly,
sir,” Narcissa said, and gave an inaudible sigh of relief. Nobody except
Severus would dare to approach her.
The
evening went along with useless chit-chat, although Narcissa did not mind it as
badly as feared. Some of Slughorn’s favourites were fairly smart after all,
making sensible remarks, and even Lucius Malfoy wasn’t exclusively the spoilt,
silly brat that she had taken him for. Why would this guy waste his time with
his moronic friends and Quidditch if he was so clever? And eventually, she
could also fulfil the purpose for which she had come.
Slughorn
trailed off to look for a certain book, and the students began talking more
casually. A plate with hors d’oeuvres was handed around, and just as Narcissa
shook her head to decline and passed the plate on to Malfoy, she heard her
cousin chortle.
“Good
choice, Cissy. I wouldn’t eat anything that the little greaseball’s
touched before either!”
Narcissa
shot him an irritated look, taking one second to process his meaning. She
jerked the plate back out of Malfoy’s hands and picked the next best bite that
looked as if it wasn’t made of meat, shoving it into her mouth with a challenging
glance. She chewed the distasteful snack, swallowed it, all the while glaring
at her cousin, and said at last, “Seeing how unfortunate I am concerning some
of my blood relations, cousin, I am indeed glad that I can at least choose who
my friends are. Severus is worth ten of your kind.”
“Only
ten? I ought to try harder then!”
“Please,
do so. Maybe you can do us all a favour and get yourself expelled after all?”
“What’s
happened, Cissily, that you are so wildly fawning over Malfoy’s lapdog? Are you
really that desperate?”
She
rather felt than saw both Lucius and Severus twitching, and before they could
say anything, she replied quietly, “Careful, cousin, careful. You don’t
want to mess with me.”
“True.
I’d much prefer to have a bit more fun with your eeny weeny protégé.” Sirius
grinned haughtily. “I don’t curse girls, you know.”
She
laughed. “Oh, as long as it stays in the family, you really shouldn’t
bother with such conventions, cousin. Come on, walk it like you talk it. Hm?
Suddenly scared, now that your petty little friends aren’t there to back you
up?”
They
glared at each other, Sirius angry, Narcissa disdainful, both forgetting about
the initial reason for their little fight and focusing on their own feud of
old. Slughorn was still standing in front of a bookshelf, obliviously searching
for the book he meant to give to Belby, but all the students watched the two
combatants curiously. Sirius drew his wand with an expression of loathing,
pushing down Andromeda’s restraining hand.
“Go
ahead, cousin, if you dare,” Narcissa said coolly.
“Who do
you think you are, Cissily?”
“It
doesn’t matter who I am. What counts is that I’m quicker than you.” She smiled
brightly, not bothering to take out her wand just yet. She was really good at
duelling – it was inevitable with a sister like Bella.
Andromeda
stepped between them, scowling at both of them alternately. “Stop this shit at
once, both of you! Are you out of your heads?”
Narcissa
was smiling still. “What did I do, then?”
“Put away
your wand, Sirius! Honestly, this is beneath you!”
He obeyed
reluctantly, hissing, “One of these days, Cissily, one of these days!”
Slughorn
returned with the book he had looked for, noticed the tense atmosphere and
asked witlessly, “Gryffindor versus Slytherin, eh? There are still two more
matches to go for Gryffindor, Mr Black, you still have the technical chance of
making it.”
Sirius
gawked at him, incredulous at so much thickness. Narcissa suppressed a laugh,
like most others, and couldn’t help it but kindle the fire some more, cooing,
“But it’s only a technical chance, isn’t it? You’re not going to allow them to
win, are you, Lucius?”
Lucius
was surprised, and delighted with such a friendly address. “Absolutely not!”
“Since
when do you have a clue about Quidditch, Cissily? You know how many
balls are involved?” Sirius grunted.
“I know
enough to understand that our team is the best by far. Isn’t that right?” She
innocently gazed around, aware that the room was full of Slytherins, each one
of them a Quidditch enthusiast. In this moment, Lucius loved her. Positively
loved her. Sure, she simply meant to tease her unbearable cousin, but still.
She had never before said anything remotely nice about him, or to him. Now she
looked at him, smiling shark-like. “I have complete faith in our Captain to win
this year, yet again.”
She
calculated that annoying her Quidditch-obsessed cousin would outweigh
flattering Lucius Malfoy’s vanity by far. The other present Slytherin students,
except Andromeda who loathed him, applauded wildly, while Sirius adapted a
greenish tinge.
Before
dismissing them all, Slughorn elicited Narcissa’s promise to come the next
time, too, and she, Severus, Lucius and Damocles Belby left together. The
latter received a clandestine nudge from his roommate to speak up. “Coming back
to Slughorn’s idea, Narcissa – can I persuade you to come to one of our next
potions club meetings?”
“Isn’t it
enough that I endure Slughorn’s own club evenings?” she replied in a surly
tone.
“But
that’s different! I should truly like to work with someone who knows their
recipes, and I’ve heard great things about your proficiency!”
“And I
have heard in turn that you need no help to be an excellent potioneer yourself,
Belby. I’m not cut out to be a team player, you’re better off on your own.”
She thought
this had been it, but she was mistaken. Only a few days later, she was
approached by the girl with the startling eyes, whose name had slipped her mind
for the moment. For a minute, she was irritated at some stranger, a Gryffindor
even, addressing her, but then she realised with some surprise that the girl
knew what she was talking about.
“Professor
Slughorn has mentioned Memory Potions in our class, and from Severus I’ve heard
that you possess Hector Dagworth-Granger’s Compendium on Dragon Blood, which
appears to cover the subject. I wonder if you would lend me the book?”
“What is
it with you First Years nowadays? You won’t have it before your fourth year!”
“I simply
like to experiment.”
She
shared nothing of Severus’ inhibition or submissive air, in fact she was lively
and self-confident, looking straight into Narcissa’s eyes, smiling. She lent
her the book, and a couple of others she’d ask for in the upcoming weeks,
growing increasingly interested in the girl. If she truly understood what she
was reading there –
“You’ve
got classes with that Evans girl, Severus, haven’t you? Is she any good?”
“She’s
really good with potions. And charms,” he muttered, not lifting his head to
look over.
“Perhaps
you should study with her then. Her lecture for Potions is extraordinary.”
“She’s
already studying with Damocles Belby.”
“Yes, so
what? Join them! He’s excellent. Total genius in potion-making. You can only
profit from his knowledge.”
“No, I’d
rather not… I’m not – you know… I don’t fit in there…”
“For
Merlin’s sake, Severus, we really need to work on your self-esteem. The Evans
girl hasn’t only got a Muggle father, but a complete set of
Muggle parents, and do you see her hiding away because of that? And if Belby is
practising with her, he doesn’t appear to mind either!”
“It’s not
only that… She’s really good, you see… I don’t want to make a fool of myself…”
“You
achieved an ‘O’ in your last test, didn’t you?”
“But only
because you’ve helped me.”
She
rolled her eyes and used the following evenings to make her little protégé fit
for joining Belby and the Evans girl. He was good enough in her opinion, but
with a little training, he was genuinely excellent, even more considering that
he was merely a First Year. Eventually, she even agreed to accompany him to his
first meeting, as a bit of psychological backup. Belby was surprised, though
not unpleasantly, to see her, and in return, Narcissa got a pleasant surprise
that night finding how much she was enjoying herself. Belby did know what he
was doing, the Evans girl was an amazing talent too, Severus performed well as
always, and in the end, she thought she’d have to revise her opinion on clubs –
a certain kind of club, at least.
“And?
Coming back next week?” Belby asked with a grin.
“I should
see if the concoction turns out right, shouldn’t I?”
They met
every Thursday night at seven o’clock, with a special permission by Slughorn to
trespass curfew if necessary. Quite incredulously, she registered that she was
finally drawn into this whole school business, something she had successfully
avoided for more than three years. Once a week she met with her Potions Club,
every fortnight, she attended Slughorn’s meetings, and Severus talked her into
watching the match between Slytherin and Ravenclaw – which was more fun than
she'd admit. Slytherin played Ravenclaw into the ground; Lucius Malfoy alone
scored eighteen goals, but then nearly broke his neck when colliding with his
opposite number.
She liked
Damocles, or ‘Cle’, as his mates dubbed him. He was a genius, no doubt about
it, single-minded, inventive, creative, and they all benefited from his
engagement. He in turn would admit that the ‘kids’ – even Narcissa was two
years his junior – inspired him to further greatness by contributing brilliant
ideas. Old Horace Slughorn was very satisfied with himself.
One of
the rather charming aspects of Damocles was the fact that he made no whatsoever
attempt to get off with her. Despite the fact that Narcissa wasn’t fifteen yet,
approximately five dozen boys had tried to ask her out so far, and it was
getting severely on her nerves. Why couldn’t they just leave her to her peace?
Was that truly too much to ask? Were they keen on being humiliated, or did they
truly believe that she’d make an exception for the one asking? That they were
more special than their fellows?! However, Damocles wasn’t like this. He
treated her with respect and nothing else, seeing a potion expert in her, not a
pretty girl.
She had
no idea why Damocles was so unobtrusive, and he wouldn’t have told her either.
It wasn’t as if he was oblivious of her sparkling beauty, or her outstanding
intelligence. In fact, he found her more perfect the better he got to know her.
Still, his own roommate and friend Lucius had such a terrible crush on her, he
didn’t have the heart to approach her in any other way than that of friendship.
His mate was jealous enough as it was.
“Why do
you forbid me to come?” Lucius asked, lurking. “There’s something going on
there, be honest!”
“Yes,
there is something going on, namely serious potion-making, Luce! And
that’s also the exact reason why I do not ask you – the two First Years
would put you in their pocket. Sorry, pal, but it’s true! You haven’t got the
standard to –”
“Perhaps
I’d be less substandard if you allowed me to come!”
“These
aren’t extra lessons, Luce. Come on, you don’t want to make a fool of yourself
in front of her.”
“I got
good marks in Potions!”
“I don’t
say you hadn’t! But for once, Sluggy loves you, he’d never give you a bad mark,
and then, you simply do what the book tells you. You haven’t got the right sort
of spirit for –”
“Stop
quibbling, mates,” Graham said in his sonorous bass. “And why don’t you let him
go just once, Cle, it’s his business after all.”
Damocles
turned his eyes to the ceiling and shook his head. “Luce, I’m your friend. For
all I care, come as you like, but as your friend, I also seriously
advise you not to.”
After his
initial outrage had dissipated, Lucius did realise that Damocles wasn’t
entirely wrong, and no, he had no taste to be humiliated in front of
Narcissa. But it needn’t be like that, right? He interviewed his roommate about
the upcoming plans of their study group and for the first time in more than
half a year, he actually went into the library. He also wrote home to have one
of the servants send him a bunch of books, and seriously began to study and
catch up. Some First Years, beating him! Ph!
This new
commitment got in the way of some of his other hobbies. Being Captain of the
team, he could not cut back on Quidditch practise. He had to attend the Deputy
Headmaster’s meetings for the Prefects, too. Having little intention to live a
monk’s life in celibacy (his numerous vows to remain single never saw a week’s
end), he had to share his remaining time among his respective girlfriends and
his pals. Neither took that very kindly. He and some of his closest friends had
a club of their own, and since there were seven of them, they had come up with
the name ‘Sepulture Septuplet’ – corny, all right, but they had tried to find,
and failed, a better word matching ‘Septuplet’. Next to Lucius, there were
Damocles ‘Cle’ Belby, Graham ‘Golly’ Goyle, Marlon ‘Crabs’ Crabbe, Evan ‘Rosie’
Rosier, Bertram ‘Bertie’ Higgs, and Horatio ‘Gibbs’ Gibbon, and the lot of them
had fun. Honestly, fun.
There was
plenty of money between them, ample talent, and most of all, a hunger for
adventure and challenge. They vied with each other, coming up with various
stunts and pranks, collecting trophies, discovering ways out of the school,
they had fantastic parties – public ones in the Slytherin Common Room,
clandestine parties in secret places only for themselves. Cle, for example, had
made himself a name for actually managing to slip a Giggling Potion into the
kitchens, spiking tea and coffee for all house tables, and the staff.
Golly and Crabs, less clever than their friends but all the more mischievous,
had set all the school’s nifflers free, causing havoc at breakfast time because
the little buggers had invaded the Great Hall and hurled themselves at every
piece of shiny metal they would find, regardless whether it was jewellery,
cutlery, or braces. Gibbs had transformed the central court yard into a snake
pit, and Lucius had excelled himself by gaining two free days for all the
students. He had invented a couple of spells to block every class room door,
jam the corridors and confound the staircases.
They had
given themselves rules, naturally, and albeit rule number one being complete
secrecy, there were little doubts among students and teachers who was in and
who wasn’t. Narcissa knew it, too, and if she hadn’t, she would have learnt it
by her acquaintance with Damocles, because the other six regularly turned up to
fetch their mate. Whenever she met Lucius Malfoy, he showered her with
compliments, and one evening in late February, he even dared to attend one of
their potions club meetings.
She
sneered at him. “Wrong door, Malfoy. This is the potions club. For
people who are apt at potions, you understand? That girl you’re probably
looking for must be in the room next door.”
Damocles
burst out cackling, but seeing his friend’s scowl, he pretended to cough
instead. Malfoy’s face transformed as well; he smiled brightly at Narcissa and
exclaimed, “The only girl I’m looking for is you, Black. Cle’s told me about
your latest work, and my father has made it very clear what will happen if my
marks do not improve. Come on, give me a chance to prove to you that I’m not
the moron that you take me for.”
“Big
talk, but that’s your speciality, isn’t it? Come on then. But I’ve got to warn
you – Lily here is a Gryffindor. Bear in mind that her entire House will laugh
at you if you mess this up.”
Even
though she was only a First Year, and Muggle-born to boot, little Lily Evans
grinned and stepped forth, waving boldly. ‘Good girl,’ Narcissa thought
gleefully. ‘Stupid cow,’ Lucius thought, but did not cease smiling. He was well
prepared – he would glory in Narcissa’s presence, plus he could have an eye on
Damocles and her. And he would show the little Mudblood her place.
Narcissa
closely observed each of his moves, keen to discover a mistake. Sadly enough,
she found none – he was no ace, but he wasn’t half as bad as she had expected
either, and once again she asked herself why he wouldn’t make more of himself.
Some practise, some interest to begin with, and he could be great! Truly
great!
“How am I
doing, Black?”
“You
should be more exact.”
“I prefer
to think on the grand scale.”
“Story of
your life, Malfoy!”
* Tua quod... Don’t mind businesses that aren’t your own. (Plautus,
Stichus)
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